I’m lying here just thinking.
And I’m sorry if you are reading this and are completely offended by what I’m about to say.
But WHAT THE FUCK?
How in the hell does one kid have a severe kidney infection, an extra ureter, extreme fevers, a-typical febrile seizures and a virus effecting her brain ALL AT THE SAME TIME?
How does this happen to one little girl?
Our nurse joked that this was the perfect storm of crazy illnesses, diagnosis and symptoms but SERIOUSLY! Have you ever heard of such insanity?
I just sit here all day, watching our sick baby girl and wonder how in the hell did we get here? She woke up Saturday morning with a simple fever! I was doing laundry! I had a list a mile long of things to do that day! Chris had the other two at the zoo and they were having a blast when WHAM! SEIZURE! 911! AMBULANCE! ER! PICU! FEVER! VIRUS! INFECTION! BIRTH DEFECT! WTF?
Terri asked me today if I’ve cried. Besides the intense sobbing I did during the 911 call+ambulance ride+multiple seizures I have only let a few tears trickle out. But now I’m just pissed! Why does all this crazy intense stuff always seem to happen to us?