I’m back on the Dew.
Just like Chris predicted.
But see, here’s the thing.
I don’t sleep enough and I work super late at night. I hate coffee or tea (can stand iced tea but not all day+night). I hate hot drinks. There is nothing else I can do to get my caffeine.
So I made it 10 days with NO soda at all.
Then a whole crapload of stuff hit the fan and I started cheating with a Dr. Pepper here or a Coke there.
It’s like bumming a drag.
But then I caved one night, late, and ordered a soda.
And then I caved the next day and stopped at my favorite gas station.
And now I’m right back to 1-3 a day.
And I KNOW it’s shoe polish with a whole load of other crap I shouldn’t be putting in my body. And I THOUGHT I could handle no caffeine but DUDE i so can NOT handle it.
I need it to survive still.
I have no will power.